Shiva Purana
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अत्र जन्मनि संप्राप्य सुपुण्येन शिवो द्विज ॥ मां त्यक्त्वा भस्मसात्कृत्वा मन्मथं स जगाम ह॥ २६॥
O brahmin, in this birth too, Śiva came my way due to merit but he reduced Kāma to ashes, abandoned me and went away.
english translation
atra janmani saMprApya supuNyena zivo dvija ॥ mAM tyaktvA bhasmasAtkRtvA manmathaM sa jagAma ha॥ 26॥
hk transliteration by Sanscriptप्रयाते शङ्करे तापाद्व्रीडिताहं पितुर्गृहात् ॥ आगच्छमत्र तपसे गुरुवाक्येन संयता ॥ २७॥
When Śiva went away I was overwhelmed with grief. A bit ashamed, I came away from my house to this place for performing penance after being initiated by the statement of my preceptor.
english translation
prayAte zaGkare tApAdvrIDitAhaM piturgRhAt ॥ Agacchamatra tapase guruvAkyena saMyatA ॥ 27॥
hk transliteration by Sanscriptमनसा वचसा साक्षात्कर्मणा पतिभावतः ॥ सत्यम्ब्रवीमि नोऽसत्यं संवृतः शङ्करो मया ॥ २८ ॥
Mentally, verbally and through activities too, Śiva has been chosen by me as my husband. I am telling you the truth and not falsehood.
english translation
manasA vacasA sAkSAtkarmaNA patibhAvataH ॥ satyambravImi no'satyaM saMvRtaH zaGkaro mayA ॥ 28 ॥
hk transliteration by Sanscriptजानामि दुर्लभं वस्तु कथम्प्राप्यं मया भवेत् ॥ तथापि मनसौत्सुक्यात्तप्यते मे तपोऽधुना॥ २९॥
I know that this is an extremely inaccessible object. How can I achieve it? Still, thanks to the great zeal, this penance is being pursued by me now.
english translation
jAnAmi durlabhaM vastu kathamprApyaM mayA bhavet ॥ tathApi manasautsukyAttapyate me tapo'dhunA॥ 29॥
hk transliteration by Sanscriptहित्वेन्द्रप्रमुखान्देवान्विष्णुम्ब्रह्माणमप्यहम्॥ पतिम्पिनाकपाणिं वै प्राप्तुमिच्छामि सत्यतः॥ ३०॥
Leaving off Indra and other gods, Viṣṇu and Brahmā I wish to obtain Śiva as my husband really.
english translation
hitvendrapramukhAndevAnviSNumbrahmANamapyaham॥ patimpinAkapANiM vai prAptumicchAmi satyataH॥ 30॥
hk transliteration by Sanscript