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अत्र जन्मनि संप्राप्य सुपुण्येन शिवो द्विज ।। मां त्यक्त्वा भस्मसात्कृत्वा मन्मथं स जगाम ह।। २६।।

O brahmin, in this birth too, Śiva came my way due to merit but he reduced Kāma to ashes, abandoned me and went away.

english translation

atra janmani saMprApya supuNyena zivo dvija || mAM tyaktvA bhasmasAtkRtvA manmathaM sa jagAma ha|| 26||

siva.sh/siva-purana/saturda-samhita/33/27

प्रयाते शङ्करे तापाद्व्रीडिताहं पितुर्गृहात् ।। आगच्छमत्र तपसे गुरुवाक्येन संयता ।। २७।।

When Śiva went away I was overwhelmed with grief. A bit ashamed, I came away from my house to this place for performing penance after being initiated by the statement of my preceptor.

english translation

prayAte zaGkare tApAdvrIDitAhaM piturgRhAt || Agacchamatra tapase guruvAkyena saMyatA || 27||

siva.sh/siva-purana/saturda-samhita/33/28

मनसा वचसा साक्षात्कर्मणा पतिभावतः ।। सत्यम्ब्रवीमि नोऽसत्यं संवृतः शङ्करो मया ।। २८ ।।

Mentally, verbally and through activities too, Śiva has been chosen by me as my husband. I am telling you the truth and not falsehood.

english translation

manasA vacasA sAkSAtkarmaNA patibhAvataH || satyambravImi no'satyaM saMvRtaH zaGkaro mayA || 28 ||

siva.sh/siva-purana/saturda-samhita/33/29

जानामि दुर्लभं वस्तु कथम्प्राप्यं मया भवेत् ।। तथापि मनसौत्सुक्यात्तप्यते मे तपोऽधुना।। २९।।

I know that this is an extremely inaccessible object. How can I achieve it? Still, thanks to the great zeal, this penance is being pursued by me now.

english translation

jAnAmi durlabhaM vastu kathamprApyaM mayA bhavet || tathApi manasautsukyAttapyate me tapo'dhunA|| 29||

siva.sh/siva-purana/saturda-samhita/33/30

हित्वेन्द्रप्रमुखान्देवान्विष्णुम्ब्रह्माणमप्यहम्।। पतिम्पिनाकपाणिं वै प्राप्तुमिच्छामि सत्यतः।। ३०।।

Leaving off Indra and other gods, Viṣṇu and Brahmā I wish to obtain Śiva as my husband really.

english translation

hitvendrapramukhAndevAnviSNumbrahmANamapyaham|| patimpinAkapANiM vai prAptumicchAmi satyataH|| 30||