Shiva Purana

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तस्मात्त्यक्ष्याम्यहं देवं प्रवेक्ष्यामि हुताशनम् ॥ किं जीवितेन मे तात शृण्वंत्यानादरं प्रभोः ॥ ३९ ॥

sanskrit

Hence I shall cast off my body and enter the fire. O father, of what avail is this life unto me who am unfortunate enough to hear contemptuous remarks about my lord?

english translation

tasmAttyakSyAmyahaM devaM pravekSyAmi hutAzanam ॥ kiM jIvitena me tAta zRNvaMtyAnAdaraM prabhoH ॥ 39 ॥

hk transliteration by Sanscript

siva.sh/siva-purana/rudra-samhita/49/39

तस्मात्त्यक्ष्याम्यहं देवं प्रवेक्ष्यामि हुताशनम् ॥ किं जीवितेन मे तात शृण्वंत्यानादरं प्रभोः ॥ ३९ ॥

sanskrit

Hence I shall cast off my body and enter the fire. O father, of what avail is this life unto me who am unfortunate enough to hear contemptuous remarks about my lord?

english translation

tasmAttyakSyAmyahaM devaM pravekSyAmi hutAzanam ॥ kiM jIvitena me tAta zRNvaMtyAnAdaraM prabhoH ॥ 39 ॥

hk transliteration by Sanscript