Shiva Purana
ज्येष्ठा दुःखं तदापन्ना हा हतास्मि किलेति च ॥ बहिर्दुःखं चकारासौ मनसा हर्षसंयुता॥ २३॥
The senior wife, though delighted inwardly, showed great distress outwardly saying “O I am doomed!”
english translation
jyeSThA duHkhaM tadApannA hA hatAsmi kileti ca ॥ bahirduHkhaM cakArAsau manasA harSasaMyutA॥ 23॥
hk transliteration by Sanscript